Change

Change is one thing that most of us do not enjoy. Personally, I think that change cannot be escaped. I really like change as it gives me challenges that block my road path. I am a very competitive person and I hate losing. So block my path and I will find a way round it because I hate losing. Days, months, years.. I don’t really care as long as I get past it. Life as we know it, is a bitch. Complications come by and we complain and complain. However, having my brother back from the USA shed some light about life. Life isn’t a bed of roses and people will change. If it is someone that you love, all you have to do is to be patient to get that change. Change meaning, changing for the better.

With my brother back, I am the man of the house as my dad is the boss in Bangkok. He comes back once a month so till then, I am the man of the house till Christmas eve.

nothing.

Been through a lot of drama recently and for sure, I would not pamper my kids with toys and such. Life is not a bed of roses. One day, you feel like you are on a major roll, things are going the way you want it to be. You are happy but all of a sudden some shit so bad strikes you again. You feel so depressed but you that you have to pick yourself up. It’s a process that we have to go through until the day we die. I’m sure all of us are accustomed to it by now. But you know what I hate to see? Someone real close to me gets hit real hard by bad luck but he does not do anything. He just wants to give up. He doesn’t even want to try.

Even if the next step you need to take is hard, you still need to try. You fail, you learn why you were wrong and you look for ways to get past it. At least you tried. Don’t be a pussy and give up.

I hope you fucking wake up because all this shit that is happening is affecting everyone close to you. Think about our feelings too. Sometimes, you have to be the pillar of strength and pretend everything is good just to ensure that your loved ones are not worried.

Wake the FUCK UP.

Thoughts.

Racism. It really annoys me that people are throwing racist comments at each other.

My brother is in USA. Recently, an American kid asked my brother, Jon, if he could borrow his pencil. Out of kindness, he lent it to him. Minutes later, the american kid shows Jon his drawing of a robot and asks him “how do you like my robot?” My brother goes on and tells him that its fine. From nowhere, the american kid shouts in Art Class “Don’t you make fun of my drawing! Just because you own Honda that means you can make fun of my robot!”

Tell me what you think. I was absolutely livid when Jon told me this. Firstly, Jon did not make fun of his drawing. Next, so what if Asians own Honda? Is that kid jealous? He has no right to say things like that. Obviously we all know that he is throwing racist remarks at my brother.

I still do not understand why racism is a problem in society. We are all human. Different colors but we are human beings. We have a set of eyes, ears and so on.. So what if we have Whites, Yellows, Blacks? Racism, when will it stop?